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How's "Of Gutters and Galaxies" coming along? Hasn't updated in a while. No rush! Take your time. Just wanted to check in
Thank you for checking in! In a sense, it was on the back burner, then I forgot about it, took it off the stove, and it's sitting in the fridge.
Real talk, I do want to finish it by the end of the year. But every time I sit down to outline the end of the fic, I freeze up with all these questions of if the ending I'm imagining is the ending I want to give it, if I will continue the fic in a series, if yes am I gonna merge it with an AU I've already made or crave out a new, and if I do continue it then I have to adjust the ending accordingly for a smooth tie in. And it all gets so overwhelming that I just give up and work on something else, typically shorter and without existing connections.
I also get torn between wanting to write the ending in its entirety and then posting chapters on a schedule or working one chapter at a time so I have time to mull over where I want the story to go. I can't say how many chapters or words are left, but I will say, where the fic currently is, is what I would consider the end of the second act of a three act story. Like more is going to happen but again I try to think over what that more is and freeze up.
Life has also gotten crazy between working to pay off medical bills (which I did in full earlier this year!!), going on a trip with family, a death in my extended family, and now working to pay off my credit card debt. I can't take on more hours at work since I'm already full time so I've been donating plasma twice a week because I also want to pay off my credit card by the end of the year. Plus I got yanked into a tricky phone plan situation which put even more of a strain on my finances and got surprise dropped from my family's insurance so I had to scramble to get onto my employer's insurance and reschedule a ton of appointments I had made months prior to getting dropped. But all of that is a rant post for a different time.
And just to be clear I don't mind asks like these! I actually like them! It makes me so happy to know that even though it's been literally forever since I updated you like my work so much that you took the time to check in on me and see how it was progressing 💜 (even if it did mean getting an extended pseudo vent post in return lol)
#thanks for the ask!#like i said its in the fridge#but i do hope to pull it out and reheat it soon!#of gutters and galaxies
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I'm curious because in my head you still look like you did in your videos. Do you have any recent photos of yourself?




i don't take selfies but please enjoy these pictures snipped by one of my coworkers as we tested out things for our summer program
#they sniped so many of them and then said i know why u keep ur camera off in formal meetings and I'm like yeah 😔#no background bc not a real meeting ignore the soapghost pictue on my fridge ahsjakkaka#snipped* cause we use microsoft babey#idk HOW to get rid of that line of light even if i use a background it shows up and its all i can see during calls ahajak
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Im super charmed whenever they include tsukasas corpse inside the freezer its so funny to me ... that man is not in cryostasis he is straight up dead
#Dr stone#i think its interesting actually that senku proposed cryonics because everyone knows its bullshit ... like i turn a blind eye to the scienc#in this series a lot but i think that was the most open use of pseudoscience without any sort of clarification whatsoever... i recall at th#end they might have said something like senku was mostly just preserving the body because he already theorised that de-petrification could#bring dead people to life as long as the body is intact <- or maybe i dreamt this up because i like the show so much that i fill in plot#holes by myself but you know... like on one hand senku did say he was going to kill tsukasa by freezing him but did he actually know to wha#extent... no he MUST have known !!!! He must have known this is one thing i wont budge on he literally must have known that resurrection wa#possible as long as they acquired the petrification tech because otherwise the whole point of that trip was null thats why he wasnt too#surprised when tsukasa told him that hyoga died and came back to life when he got petrified too ... like when he literally got torn to#shreds by a machine gun and stopped breathing and went cold and tsukasa was like oh shittt..... fingers crossed lol#but it would have been nice for senku to be like -_- i already knew .#anyway thats not the point look at tsukasa in the fridge o o
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Silently doing things to support my autistic dad who refuses to acknowledge he's autistic
#like not pushing his drink to the back of the fridge or he will forget it exists#or buying his safe snacks because hes an extremely picky eater#or asking him about calculus to make him happy#(“ITS THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNIVERSE ITS SO FUNDAMENTAL”)#or being patient because he hates change#and i mean hates it.#and i mean he cannot function if his day schedule is changed.#he has said that if he could he would like to life the same day to day routine forever#and hates travelling#but no dad youre neurotypical
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You're supposed to have good reasons for killing off characters, right? Is "my best friend who made this character for our DnD game is now dead and writing the character without him feels like sacrilege" a good reason?
#im feeling maudlin tonight i guess#i have been having trouble figuring out how to deal w this character plot-wise#and now i have finally said fuck it#im fridging the character#he shall die to further my characters plotline#and help start her (dubiously healthy) habit of collecting younger siblings!#because her actual blood-relations sibling died!#and it feels poetic to have the character die the same way my friend did#off screen and with no closure for those closest to him#its been nearly 3 years and im finally feeling like writing this story again but the plot needs so much help
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Friend when I crash at her place: idk what you're talking about "grumpy in the morning" you're so nice and cute when you wake up I swear you're a morning person
Oh no baby I'm awkward and I like you that's why I'm a sweet little thing in the morning at your place
You're fine I love you
I'm actually a bitch in the morning and I JUST got my coffee
I'm also in worse pain in the morning esp today
#her and her family are probably among the only people im not grumpy around in the morning#they like me i like them we get along#the dubbed me furniture and said i can make myself at home any time#raid their fridge or whatever#i love them#HOWEVER I WILL GLARE DAGGERS AT EVERY ANNOYING PERSON IN THE MORNING#im at work so im gonna try my best not to have an attitude#but every person that comes up to the lotery booth before i open does not get a smile#esp idiots thinking we're a phone repair or service booth#WHERE DO WE HAVE PHONES ON THIS THING ITS COVERED IN GAMBLING SIGNS#istfg
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i was just sitting in the kitchen eating breakfast, having greek yogurt with grape nuts - which i thought was perfectly normal - and my mom cam in and with complete sincerity told me that i needed to have some fruit with it because otherwise i was basically eating plain sugar. am i going insane here
#boink#i went grocery shopping for her the other day and apparently i got the wrong yogurt bc it has too much sugar and fat in it#idk#anyway she got mad at me for eating yogurt the other day too#i had had one spoon of it after stirring it up out of the fridge#and she got all prickly and asked if i ever check the serving size on food#and that i should pay attention to how much i was eating and put it in a bowl instead of eating it out of the container#which i was notable not doing#anyway#she also got upset when she noticed it was the wrong kind and said that i needed to be careful eating it because it's basically candy#and THEN when i got upset abt this she said not to get mad at her for caring#which#ok#but i just#god#i dont know#im the fattest person in my family#when i was a kid one of the traits that i sort of adopted bc people said it abt me was that i was 'always hungry'#even though that wasnt true#that im not picky and ill eat anything which /again/ is not true#and now that im older i can just tell. that people look at me and think i'm gluttonous. like it's a sin right#and i know especially with my family that that's what theyre thinking about me#i already have so much guilt about wanting things and enjoying things#like this year at school i feel like i was doing so well with that kind of thing#and i gained weight of course i did of course#and thats shitty and whatever the fuck but also i didnt hate myself for it a lot of the time?#and now im back in my house and its just like. i dont know#i need to work through things one step at a time#and i just cant#i mean not with everyone watching
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Also what if. Instead of food I drank 3 cups of coffee and called that breakfast
#i tried to eat cereal yesterday and took 4 bites and the brain was like 'mmmm...no'#i think its bc the milk had ice in it bc our fridge likes to keep things COLD cold#also mom said we're gonna have spaghetti w meat sauce for dinner and i do not. want that :(#.txt
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Rewatching jacob gellars Pinocchio video to rewatch tng measure of a man to watch metropolis to read rossums universal robots to better argue about why modern tf lore sucks.
#some shit#its not called cisformers#I HATE UR STUPID ROBOT JESUS RELIGION I HATE IT SO MUCH#why have you abandoned the idea of the robot as the worker.#why must our characters be divinely created and have souls in order to be compelling. or worse. alive.#they idea that any sufficiently complex machine might live might feel might fight for their freedom#is uhhhhhh INFINITELY MORE INTERESTING TO ME.#WHY DO U HATE THE PLIGHT OF THE ROBOT.#i mean theres even smth to be said about the derision towards blue collar labour being present in the text of some iterations.#and this is DISREGARDING. the bonkers yonkers sexism of it all.#even if u made it the most feminist gender parity & intelligently engaged with alien robot gender from a non binarist viewpoint#religious lore EVER. axe the fridging and the groundgina from EXISTENCE.#i still wouldnt think it more compelling than#the five faces of darkness quote 'we tf have looked into the face of our creator and we have seen an enemy'#<- creator Literal Sense. the people who Built labourer robots do NOT like those robots being a sentient autonomus species. go figure
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#went to see boy on wednesday#took a long walk through the park and bought groceries for the lake picnic we had planned for the next day#came home and unpacked our groceries#i stooped to put stuff in the fridge and i said i dont like cheese because its just gross conceptually#and then i stood up and he said no its not#and then he backed me up against the kitchen counter and kissed me#and we spent the rest of the evening playing video games and having sex#and then we went on our little field trip to the lake and it was so nice#and he flirted with me on the way home#and when i started getting dressed after my shower he said 'what are you doing getting dressed?' and then well you know#unfortunately im leaving town on sunday and he's leaving town like right when i get back#but he said 'i'll be thinkin of ya' on my way out the door so that's nice...maybe absence makes the heart grow fonder...#im going to try and make him fall in love with me this summer#boy.txt
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I woke up at 1pm wanting a simple bodega style egg'n'cheese and yet my extra ass is here hours later with a plate of duck bacon (when the duck bacon goes on deep discount you buy it no question), onions crisping in duck schmaltz, toasted croissants, and homemade garlic and herb aoli
I lost the plot somewhere I think
#am i disappointed? no this is about to be the most bangin' egg'n'cheese ive ever made myself and the bf#the flat smells phenomenal#ive even got a lunch time glass of cheap rosé on ice with olives asnim cooking#but i very much lost the fuckin plot of a simple bodega egg'n'cheese#its like i opened the fridge and tony Bourdain said nah you're not saving the nice shit for sunday brunch absolutely not#and yes i agree that croissants do not have the structural integrity for a good egg'n'cheese but the bf requested it so
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me and my emotional support bubbleman who just tells me how much this shit sucks and then doesnt help me accomplish any tasks
#pp#hes like. sitting his ass at my computer playing solitaire and fucking bejeweled blitz#hes been doing it for hours and every once in a while he (not looking away from the screen) tells me to fuck off hes playing bejeweled#and i havent even SAID anything to him#i ask him if he wants anything im making a snack and he asks me if we have any diet pepsi in the fridge. we have one opened can that#he never even finished so i bring him that. its flat and for some reason he hates ME for it. youre the one who didnt finish it#and he doesnt even say thank you#please get bubbleman out of my house
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I just had to do a double-take after hearing my dad calling some lettuce "suspect"
#i literally like#had to stand there for a minute to process what he said#“that lettuce has been in the fridge a while now and its a bit suspect”#i dont know if i should be relieved that he didnt say sus or worried what the lettuce is a suspect of#tabs rambles
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PLEASE I WAS GOING TO SEND AN ASK ABOUT WHETHER YOU THINK JO AND ARAKAWA HAD "THAT CONVERSATION" LIKE KIRYU AND NAKAJIMA (or indeed Mine and Daigo). You know the one like. "Can't blame the boys for wonderin'." We know who the boys are in this instance
NO THEY DEFINITELY DID 1000% it's like a mandatory conversation for a boss to have between himself and his. Subordinate. at this point.......
#snap chats#DO YOU THINK.#its an idea ive like. open and closed the fridge about for months yk#like yk when you have some food in the fridge that you really wanna eat or SHOULD eat or cook#but you're just like hmm...... not yet...#yeah thats me with this. i know they did.#i hope jo was drinking something when arakawa asked and then proceeded to choke on said drink#repressing every memory before he was 20 years old and ik arakawa's going to misinterpret it as him just being shy#no mr arakawa jo isn't shy he's trying to forget he put a baby in a locker and now he's raising that baby with you. unknown to you of cours#i have a lot of thoughts can we tell like I HAVE THOUGHT OF THIS SEE. i would never lie....
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#tired of the leave america shit#hate my country and hate defending it but it feels like i have to with Harry and Louis#what started as a joke has spiraled out of control like being happy when Americans don't get something#some of you that aren't from here i honestly don't think you understand how large our country actually is#and im tired of having the conversation of how its normal for NA to have more dates on a tour then the uk and Europe or LATAM#because of how spread out our country is and the time it takes to get to one state to the next#unless you have the money or get very lucky and your vacation you always take (like me ) lines up with tour dates you're shit out of luck#of going to one ahow let alone multiple#like with the residency it was why are the same people there every night because they probably live in NY or NJ or LA or Chicago or Austin#and its just the ticket prices for them but for everyone else in the country we had to think about airfare hotels gas (if we drove)#i ended up spending well over 5000 to see Harry in NY but there were people there all fifteen nights#because they could go home and eat the food in their fridge and maybe go to their job the next day#if la would have gotten that aotv premiere people would have said Americans get everything but news flash#i will probably never see LA and i live in the same god damn country as it but a plane is three hours and a car ride is three days#are we more privileged than most countries hell yeah but just because an artist does something in our country doesn't mean its easy access#god after that maybe i need to leave fandom for awhile#rant
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My dad just came into my room to ask me if he could drink one of the small sodas I have in the fridge (haven't gotten around to watching the trsmp end event vods lmao), telling me he can replace whatever he drinks bc he has the money...
SIR. IF U CAN BUY IT URSELF THEN WHY TF ARE U ASKING IF U CAN DRINK MY SHIT. GO BUY IT FOR URSELF TOMORROW LIKE THE FUCKING REST OF US 😭😭😭
#tw mad dad rambles. as always whenever i mention my dad bc i fucking hate him <3#that bitch cant see something in the fridge he cant consume. it apparently drives him NUTS#... im fucking glad hes going insane. the amount of times he eats/drinks MORE than us out of the communal stuff has made ME crazy#so its his fucking turn to be frustrated and insane#THE WORST THING IS that when i first bought those my dad told my mum “there's soda in the fridge”#my mum. who ALREADY KNEW it was 2 small soda bottles so it HAD to be bought BY ME FOR ME. said “no. they're not yours”#MY DAD INSISTED “there's soda. in the fridge” in like. an insinuation that he could DRINK IT?????#MY MUM. MY SAVING GRACE. told him AGAIN “no. you cannot drink it. it's not yours”#that's the only fucking reason i STILL have both bottles#also my dad has this weird “rule” that anything in the fridge that hasnt been touched in 3 days is suddenly up for grabs????#(which typically means HE gets it bc he aint got no job and stays awake all night in the living room. beside the kitchen)#and like. ok. it's been 3 days (boutgh it tuesday. BARELY 3 days but aight. im willing to play ball)#... then wHY DID HE ASK ABOUT THEM AS IF HE EXPECTED TO GET A PIECE OF THEM LITERALLY LIKE. 5 MINS AFTER I BOUGHT THEM#sometimes i ALSO want a piece of whatever is in the fridge. dont get me wrong. i know how it feels like#but i ALSO know that if theres a small carton of kfc popcorn chicken thats probably my brother's. bc hes the only other one that likes kfc#i know i shouldn't touch it. i know it's NOT MINE. THUS I KNOW NOT TO FUCKING ASK ABOUT IT????????????#all of this to say#FUCK U DAD. BUY UR OWN SHIT IF U REEEAAAALLYYYYY GOT THE FUCKING MONEY FOR THAT. THAT'S MY OWN MONEY AND EFFORT IN A BOTTLE GO FUCK URSELF#i literally have problems buying bc i become anxious!!!! MY SHIT should be the last stuff he fucking wants to eat!!!!!!!!!!#i dont like to believe in gluttony bc food isnt really moral or immoral to consume... but ohhhhhh if this bitch doent make me wanna believe#anyway#demon rambles™#also!!! its 12:34 am and this bitch just fucking woke me up for THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!#he can go fly out the window for all i care tbh
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